Tabletop Titans

Tabletop Titans is the name of a youtube channel that I have been watching trying to learn about 40k 9th edition. I haven't played for many years and really wanted to find ways of learning the game without having the luxury of playing many games. The guys at TT are extremely good advocates for the game. They play many live games and display not only good knowledge of the game but extremely good sportsmanship. I would urge anyone interested in the hobby to look them up. 

I have not play Games Workshop games for many years. I have personal reasons for having left them, but I have decided to ignore those reasons, because I find myself in the position of helping someone get into the hobby. That person is a young man with cancer and who nearly died just recently. Rick has been an inspiration with his strength and attitude throughout this terrible ordeal. One of the few things he has every asked for was to play some games.  

I know the title really only applies to the first paragraph here. It is a struggle for me to find my own strength and my ability to find the words to communicate. I started this blog in hopes of working my way back to where I was, or where at least I felt I was only 8 or 9 months ago. I wrote quite a lot back then, some of that writing will show up here, the first two chapters of one story I was working on at that time are already posted. 

I don't imagine too many people will ever read this, but for anyone who does, thanks. I have a role model to help me through this with a positive attitude. Ricky is also a Titan, even if he doesn't know it. No. Because he doesn't know it. I don't know what the future holds, at this point, I don't even know what is wrong, but whatever it is, I hope I can face it with the grit and determination and attitude that he has. I have to admit I am not off to an auspicious start.